I never knew how much love a heart could hold, until they called me mom

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

The trek... day one ~ preparing to leave

Here we are... ready for the trek!!!
I have to admit that when they first asked us to go on the trek, while I knew it was coming, I was not really excited about it!  For a few really vain, selfish reasons.... I hate not showering, I hate being dirty, and more than anything else, I HATE, hate, hate porta potties.  I am sadly, a bathroom snob.  I know where all of the good bathrooms are from here to wherever I travel to a lot.  And the thought of having to use the porta potties was enough to make me want to tell them no!  But I don't normally tell the bishop no when he asks me to do something, and I knew that besides the lack of showering, being filthy dirty, and using porta potties, it would be an absolutely wonderful experience!  And to be completely honest... the 'bathroom' issue was quickly forgotten (except when I really needed to actually visit the bathroom!)

We were asked to be a 'ma and pa' months ago.  Then we waited, and waited for things to get rolling.  We got a list of our 'family' and knew that we would have 11 or 12 children in our group.  Pretty much downsizing for us, right???  We got to meet several of the kids before the trek, but we met the whole group the day of the trek while we were preparing the handcart for the trip! 11 kids we would call ours for the next 3 days!  They were awesome kids, and I looked forward to getting to know them better over the next few days!

The reason for the trek?
Well...I think there are many reasons for the trek.  Most of it is about remembering the past and being grateful for all that the early pioneers sacrificed and to me, it meant truly appreciating what we have today.
They wanted the kids to experience some of the physical hardships that the early Saints went through, and for a few days to leave behind all of the modern technology that seems to rule our lives sometimes,
but also to gain spiritual experience and bond them together... and it did!

In 1847 the members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints were driven out of their homes in Nauvoo, Illinois. 
Governor Lillburn W. Boggs signed an extermination order against the Saints.  Basically giving permission to kill the members of the Church.  Their homes were robbed, and sometimes destroyed.  Members were harrassed, and attacked and killed.  They started leaving in February, in horrible conditions, taking everything they could by wagon.  Later, handcarts were used.  Somewhat like the handcarts we pulled.
This 'trek' was a great way to honor the pioneers, but also to understand and appreciate all that they went through to get to the Rocky Mountains where they hoped to be able to worship without persecution.  They gave so much so.  We have many, many family that made that trek.  That gave all that they had in order to be able to serve the Lord the way they believed to be true.  We have some of the most amazing stories of great, great, great grandparents who were willing to leave their homes, leave their possessions, leave everything behind in order to follow the Lord and live the Gospel.  I have always been very grateful for them, but after this experience I appreciated, very much, all that they did! 
I cannot imagine what it was like for a mother to watch her children walking until their feet were bleeding, going without food, without warm clothes, or blankets.  But I know that they believed, and that their faith led them and that because of them, I am able to teach my children the same faith...
I knew that there would be some special moments as we went on the trek.  It wasn't so much about actually pulling the handcart.  It was more about the things we would learn about each other, the experiences we would share, and that we would learn to help each other in so many ways.  I looked forward to that most of all.  More often than not, we hear the negative things about the youth and it was nice to spend a few days seeing the best in our youth and know that we have great hope for the future because they ARE our future!

We started our trip at the Church Ranch... we got there early and got a handcart picked out and started packing.  The kids were all excited to get going.  Before long, we were off!  And these kids had some energy!  They actually had to hold them off and give them breaks to slow them down!  Thayne and I were excited to see what the kids had to offer and how this trek was going to unfold....
We are off....

Saturday, June 9, 2012

11 months old!!!

I can't believe that it has been 11 months since we welcomed this little man into the world.  So much has happened in that time... he has grown so fast, and brought so much joy.  We are amazed at his personality and how strong he is.  How strong WILLED he is.  He knows what he wants and he is going to figure out how to get it!  He is stubborn!  But he has the greatest sense of humor and has the best belly laugh!  We are so grateful that he is in our family and so grateful that we get to watch him grow!!!

Happy 21st birthday!

Happy 21st birthday to my favorite missionary!
It's hard to believe that 2 years has gone by since we received your call
to the Suva, Fiji mission.
What amazing things have happened in the past 2 years.
Changes that took that boy, and made him into a man!
The selfish part of my mother's heart can not wait to get him home.
77 days....
But I know that he is loving what he is doing,
finding joy in serving,
sharing the things that matter most to him,
and probably wishing that time would slow down!
2 years ago I wasn't sure how I would send him around the world...
today, I am not sure how I could have even thought that.
I know he is the man he is today because of the experiences he gained on his mission.
I look forward to hearing of those experiences from him,
and enjoying a little time before he flies again!
Happy Birthday Tallin Scott!!!!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Happy Anniversary

26 years ago I married the man that promised to make all of my dreams come true!
He didn't lie...
He makes me smile, every single day of my life!
The first time I saw him, I knew there was something really special about him,
and I knew if I married him I could kiss him any time I wanted to!
And kiss him I have...
every single day!
He is my best friend.
He gave me his heart and has made this life something really amazing.
I am so blessed to know him,
so blessed to be loved by him
and so blessed to see the man he has become!
Thank you Thayne,
for everything you are, and everything you have given
to bless our lives the way you have!
Thank you for being the kind of dad that you are,
and for teaching our sons how to be great men, and great fathers.
Thank you for loving our girls, so that they know never to settle for less than the best.
And thank you...
for loving me so completely.
You still make my heart skip a beat when you walk into the room.
I love you!!!

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Watch out... grandpa will get you!

Grandpa...
Great Grandpa...
We were so happy to have him come and visit
for Kassi's graduation.

What do you do when grandpa is just a big kid?
Chasing the kids around and spraying them with mousse!
Well... what happens is that it quickly gets crazy
and pretty soon mousse is everwhere.

And then grandpa catches you...
corners you with a stool...
and then everyone is watching as you are trapped!!!
Under a stool...
Poor Kalli.... hahaha
She won't mess with grandpa again anytime soon.
Or....
yeah, she probably will!!!


Sunday, June 3, 2012

Beautiful....

Friday was a busy day... it was the last day of school.  It was Kassi's high school graduation, and it was Caitlyn's first prenatal appointment!!!

Friday at lunch, Jace showed us the most perfect, beautiful, first picture of our 4th grandbaby!  The ultrasound showed a perfect baby (only one, darn the luck!) that is due January 2nd, 2013! 

We are so excited!  They are going to be the best parents!!!!  Another beautiful baby to love!

Congratulations Jace and Cait... this has to be some of the best news... EVER!!!

She's leaving on a jet plane...

She is ready to fly...
Literally... ready to fly!
To New York!
Does the look on her face even begin to express her excitement for this trip???
She is ready to have the time of her life!

She has seen "Taken" and knows she better not talk to any strangers at the airport.
Her dad already informed her that he doesn't have the skills of Liam Neeson...

Ready to see the sights and make some memories...
before she has to come back and be a grown up!

Have fun pretty girl!!!!


Friday, June 1, 2012

And.... She graduated!

 Look at this smile!!!
Her big day has finally arrived and she can't stop smiling!

What an emotional day...
I keep saying that I can't believe how quickly time goes by,
But it is true. 
The days seem to fly by and my babies have grown so fast.
Another kid ready to fly the nest...
Kassi has brought so much light, so much joy, so much life into our home.
Her enthusiasm for living is amazing...
And contagious!
You can't be in the same room with her and not laugh, and smile,
and find joy in the little things.

I am so grateful that I get to be her mom.
I remember so clearly the moment I held her for the first time,
that little dark haired beauty... such beautiful features...
sent straight from heaven into my arms.
In no time at all that dark hair had changed to blond and she was ready to take on the world.
She had to do everything her own way....
And not a whole lot has changed! 

Congratulations my beautiful girl!!!
Don't ever give up on your dreams.
It is a privilege to be part of your life...
Now we will stand back and watch you fly!!!